and then..

all of a sudden.

i was numb..

i dont even wanna look on my cellphone if there are some text messages,
i dont even wanna open my pc to look for sumthing new (which before i usually do)
i dont even wanna answer any calls..
i dont even wanna read anything..
i dont wanna hear any news..

i dont even wanna eat..

i cant sleep.

im not gonna be surprised if one day i'll be tired of breathing.

this isn't supposed to happen,

..but it did anyways.








was i not feeling anyhting?



or was it that i was just to hurt to feel any more pain?