the TRIANGLE.

maybe u've already read a lot of bizaare love triangles in the past..

but mine is a different one..

it started out as "you-look-maangas-and-i-hate-you!" thing but it ended up into something like..

"how-i-wish-it-was-me-nalang.."


we got closer with each other as the near end of our school days came..
no mushy messages, no fuss, no issues, just friendship..

and i somehow liked it na rin that we stayed in that way..
it was kilig though..

but the only thing that hinders is that HE.. has a long time gurl whom she calls his MINE..
therefore as i call him MINE, there is that one other special person for him who he calls him LIFE..

as i would always remember my self being quoted..
"id rather be sad, alone and seeing them happy together than that of to be happy with him and see his girl weeping"

i somehow already made friends with his girl and felt at ease coz i know right now he'd be in good hands.. i've now accepted that he's not MINE and that we're better of as friends..

and @ random..

"if i would be a third party, it doesn't mean that i'm destroying a relationship. it only means that i won't show my love and feelings to the person I LOVE." - 26/05/09 08:37 pm

"Being a third party doesn't mean that you're destroying a relationship.. It only means that you make 2 souls realize that they're not meant to be together." - 26/05/2009 8:25 pm

and this one touches me MOST..

"Ang pagmamahal sa taong may mahal ng iba ay parang pagsabit sa jeep. alam mong bawal pero ginawa mo padin. dahil alam mong sasaya ka sa biyahe, at umaasa kang aalis din yung taong yun at ikaw ang makakaupo. Pero hindi mo naisip, kapag nakaupo kana, maaring may sumabit ding iba at ikaw ang magagaya dun sa naunang bumaba, luhaan at nag iisa." - 29/06/09 11:41 pm

i know it'll take time to move on..
many more sleepless nights to spend..
many more tears to be shed..

but in time i know...